My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Friday, October 29, 2004
I don't remember the last time i felt as happy as i did earlier today... :)))) I went and wrote my first exam this morning and got a hundred percent... :)) I didn't kill off ALL my brain cells after all. Wow was i surprised... wasn't expecting that. You have to write the test and then go and enter your answers on a computor... they're showing me how to do it and asking me if i know how to use a mouse... hahaha... now that's funny. Anyway, i get done and i hit the little mark exam button and i'm thinking please G*d just let me pass or it's gonna kill me... and up pops 100%. You gotta get at least 80% to pass.
With that and working out a couple times a day i feel really good. Makes a change from my usual f&ck me attitude of late eh? ;) I take a year in less than a month at my 12step group... and it'll be a year not smoking cigarettes in january... now that's kewl... :)
Only negative thing i can say is i have to go have my chest xray redone. Yea i dunno what that's about. Got a voice mail message telling me to get back to the hospital in the next few days and have it redone. I'm not too worried.... 'Cept it could take me 6mos to get my ass down there... :P
F&ck i forgot to phone my sponsor tonight. Oops that's two nights in a row.
susi
11:19 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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