My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Had my cancer clinic appt a couple days ago. Finally got the xray i was supposed to get months ago when they reordered another one... :P Still have a couple other tests i was supposed to get done to take care of yet. Anyway, everything went fine there and i go back in another 6mos now.
He kinda gave me sh&t in his usual nice way for not doing the mouth exercises. Dammit and i'd totally forgotten about them again until i just wrote this... grrrr. Gotta do them or it will just get worse and everytime i start and stop i'm probably causing more tearing and scarring making the problem worse each time.. yada yada.. yea i know but it freakin hurts... blecht.
Went to the dentist yesterday. My teeth are soooooooo sensitive lately since i had that little surgery... that and probably cause i've been clenched down half the day most days. They just put me on some TMJ meds to help with that and it's making a huge difference. Far as i can tell i'm not doing it anymore but the pain isn't going away yet. I can't eat on the left side of my mouth at all. Dunno if it's helping at night when i'm sleeping of course.
Now i'm back to doing the fluoride every nite again for the next few months to see if that will help with the sensitivity... and some changes in my teeth they've noticed this last time. I didn't tell them i was going through one of my f&ck everything times where i've skipped brushing, flossing and the fluoride cause i've been so p*ssed off at life or somethin like that.
I go to do it and think f&ck this... who gives a sh&t... f&ck you f&ck the world... no one gives a sh&... leave me alone. Dunno who i think i'm hurting by doing that. Anyway, think i'm over that now. Would be kind of a shame to throw away 3 yrs of looking after my teeth religiously now.
susi
2:41 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
