My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
Ugggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i am so f&cking lonely sometimes i don't know what to do with myself. It would be so nice to smoke a big fat joint and forget about everything for just a little while... even a pack of smokes would be nice. G&d if i thought i could stop at just one i'd do it.
Sometimes i just f&cking hate everyone and everything that contributed to where i am now. Yes i know that's f&cked... and makes no sense at all... but i get sick of making sense some days too. I get sick of it all... doin the right thing.. saying the right thing.. thinking the right thing. Bleecht.
susi
10:35 AM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
