My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
Damn gf's kept me busy playing poker half the nite... sheeesh. My sponsor just laughs at me... she's knows i'm just itchin to get the hell outta there.
Got tons done around the condo lately. Even the basement is almost tidy now. Time to add another level to Rockys palace i think. I'd like to run that hamster tubing all over the baement... lol. G*d i love being a grownup and able to do whatever the f&ck i like. :)))
Had 400 bucks worth of pics taken yesterday... CAT scan stuff. Orthodontist wants to see what's going on with my TMJ. It's that wonderful condition that falls between the cracks of any dental plan and any healthcare. Still it's probably worth it cause the CAT scan catches a lot of my head and neck and the radiologist can check for any cancer stuff going on at the same time... an added bonus. It's pretty kewl... she specializes in doing these TMJ studies then sends them off to my ortho guy. Neat lady.
The TMJ has got worse since i came off my meds which was a surprise. I find myself clenching my teeth together all the time during the day now so that probably means i'm doing it all nite again too. I can tell cause all my teeth hurt and they get really sensitive... plus i start getting jaw pain too. They got me doing all the impressions for another splint thursday. Probably gonna cost me a couple thousand before they're done. :P
susi
10:24 AM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
