My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Saturday, July 24, 2004
J*sus i still can't find the directions for the beds and there ain't a lot more boxes to go through now. Grrrrrrrr thought for sure i'd found the right box a little while ago.
Well my sponsor and one of my good friends came over last night... uninvited i might add... well they have an open invitation but they hadn't seen my new place yet. Kinda goes like this... you get this phone call around 5pm when you're thinking hmm no one wants to do a meeting... no one's phoned me back... kewl... lol... but then they start asking whatcha doin... "oh nothing, just unpacking"... come to a movie with us... "no i don't really feel like it, think i'm going to just stay home and relax"... friend relays this to sponsor... hear sponsor in the background shouting wtf?... "stay home and relax?"... "wtf does that mean?"... "tell her we're coming over now..."... lol. J*sus i coulda used these two when i was a teenager... i woulda been such a good kid... i think they can read my f&cking mind.
So they came over and forced me to go for supper. They're nuts eh... well my sponsor is nuts... like crazy fun nuts ( she's awesome too and i love her to death just for the record ) ... g*d she makes me laugh. K just watches and thinks we're both nuts i think... well we are but that's not important. She stands by L's car and watches us walk way the hell over to the other side of the parking lot and just waits for us to stop talking long enough to realise we don't know where the car is. L says "where's the car?" and i'm like "i don't know... umm find K"... so we look around and there she is leaning on the car half a block away watching us. I just about died laughing.. have no idea why.. it wasn't that funny.
I guess you have to picture a 40 something year old little blonde girlie girl with six kazillion years clean time and a 20 something little gay girl who looks like a skater boy, acts like a guy, has two minutes clean time... and tries to look after everyone in spite of the fact she's got as much sh&t to deal with as any of us if not more.
F&ck i need a router or something... i get Norton popping off on me a thousand times a day since i moved... grrrrrrr.
susi
12:11 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
