My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Friday, July 30, 2004
I'm sick. I can't f&cking take all this stuff every flippin day. I'm like getting burned out from all the stress and sh&t... the late nights... all the f&ckin boxes everywhere... the girls wanting me to go out all the time... force feeding antibiotics to a hamster thru a syringe twice a day for the next month... feeding all these f*cking animals... feeding me or not feeding me as is the case now... i'm not eating again... it's no wonder i feel like sh*t... i eat like once a day if i go out to supper and live on coffee the rest of the time... got no money... no food in the house and no money to go buy food... arrghhh.. got a headache just thinking about it all. And i chose this? Someone f&cking shoot me.
Got the last bunkbed together thank g*d. I feel like passing out from it all... the heat and not drinking enough. Uggh i feel like cr*p and i gotta go out in a minute.
susi
4:54 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
- -- Contact
C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
