My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Monday, July 19, 2004
I am so f*cking tired. So why aren't i in bed you ask... hmm good question.
I have to be up early to take Rockwell to the vet to have surgery. Three hundred dollars for a ten dollar hamster... uh huh. I wasn't sure they even did surgery on hamsters. Apparently they'll do anything if you pay them enough.
There's a 30% chance he'll make it. F*ck i don't know how i got so attached to a freakin hamster. It's all i could do not to cry when the vet's telling me things weren't so good and when he left the room i lost it. I felt like a total idiot. Even my ten year old wasn't crying.
I wasn't sure what to do at first... then i realised i've blown 4 times that much money up my nose in one night in the past... that kinda put it in perspective pretty damn quick. Husband agreed and he's gonna split it with me.
Poor little guy... the whole right side of his head is majorly swollen like he's got a huge tumor but they figure it's an abcess. I guess they don't give hamsters antibiotics and besides whatever caused it has to be fixed anyway.
Well i'm dead... time for bed... :P
susi
12:39 AM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
