My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Friday, August 29, 2003
What I feel ... By Shawn Bastien!
I feel like crap
I can feel it all the way down my back
I feel so empty
You’d see it if you did an autopsy
I feel unloved
From everyone but above
I feel so hurt
I feel it where my heart’s been burnt
I feel worn down
Like Detroit’s downtown
Or maybe I feel like a clown?
Cause I’m stuck with this frown
There must be something that I don’t know
Feels like my mind fell out the window
And even if I were to catch it
I’d still feel like shit
Okay... you'll be glad to know that a) i didn't write this (sorry Shawn) and b) i don't feel quite as bad as the person who did write it. The first and last line probably cover things well enough for me.
susi
12:14 AM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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