My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Thursday, August 28, 2003
Well i tried. I went to my family doc yesterday and asked for a needle biopsy of the lump in the floor of my mouth. Actually i attempted an end run on the family doc as he was away. Perfect timing or so i thought. The doc standing in totally understood my paranoia considering my history and the fact a friend has just recently had her "scar tissue" biopsied only to find it contained adenoid cystic cells. Unfortunately he doesn't have the connections to get me into my pathologist for a biopsy... ??? ... and recommended i go see my ENT... ugghhhhhhh.
Oh well back to my ENT in Sept. I'm just going to claim insanity, extreme paranoia and throw myself at his mercy and hope he takes pity on me. He has this habit of dismissing everything, saying i'm fine and literally telling me to go play. That would be great if i believed him 100% but the doubts are starting to creep in.
susi
11:22 AM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
- -- Contact
C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
