My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Thursday, March 06, 2003
Leah... and anyone else who's interested the ENT had to scrape my eardrum... i think that's what he's scraping... i'm kinda tired right now... hard to think. :) He takes this loopy metal thing and scrapes all the guck off... lovely job it is... *grin*. Now you know why i didn't go into detail before.
The radiation has dried up my ear so i don't get normal ear wax. Do you? If i am producing any wax at all it is too dry to work it's way out along with any other debris, eventually it all ends up sitting on my eardrum and becoming impacted until i can't hear anymore.
He's had to clean it once before... i think it was over a year ago now. He wants to do it more regularly so i don't have to wait until it gets so bad i go deaf... it can be somewhat painful too once that happens. I think this acute episode was brought on by a cold i had though so maybe i would have gone even longer without a problem?
Anyway, there's not much to it... just not my fave thing to get done.
susi
11:27 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
