My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Sunday, February 02, 2003
I had surgery twice last night. In my dreams of course. Don't remember how it started or how it ended... just remember being taken into the O.R.... my 4 yr old was flitting around somewhere and wouldn't sit still so my mom took her. They popped an IV in my arm... and put me to sleep... that wonderfully relaxing... forget everything... the world is perfect sleep. Course things like surgery and needles and all that stuff doesn't freak me out so this wasn't a nitemare... it was quite nice actually... sorta like having a CAT scan with dye... one of my more favorite of medical tests. Had the exact same dream twice. For some reason i keep dreaming i'm in hospital.
My 9 yr old daughter dreamed i got shot... no wonder i keep dreaming i'm in hospital... was probably having the bullet removed.
susi
3:08 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
- -- Contact
C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
