My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Tuesday, January 14, 2003
Thank G*d my mother made me take down the xmas tree. It was likely to be up till June left to me. Don't have much motivation these days. Easy come, easy go i guess. Hard to believe how only a few short months ago i was making plans to go back to school to get re-registered as an RN... i was taking synchro classes... working out at the pool... and now i have to force myself to even make my bed in the morning.
I'm a fanatical bed maker btw... once a week at the most i leave my bed unmade and it's more like once a month. My whole day just goes much better if i don't have to look at an unmade bed all day. So if i'm having trouble making the bed in the morning ya know there's something up.
I gotta get back to the docs soon... i just wanna sleep way too much. I'm not just tired... i feel like i'm being tortured having to stay awake.
susi
5:16 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international