My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Wednesday, December 11, 2002
Just another day. Worked out at 6am. First time this week. Thought it best not to work out mon/tues cause i was feeling too sick to eat and thought i'd probably keel over dead if i tried. Feeling too sick to eat can be a good thing... i'm only 8 lbs away from my weight last summer(2001). :))) If you don't count the 5 lbs i dropped during rad that fall.
Had my usual 10am nap. I'm getting that profound tiredness again starting around 9-930am where i struggle to keep my eyes open. I don't think lack of sleep is doing it. I musta got 6hrs last night... i think? I know i had something similar before they diagnosed me cause at first they thought i had mono. Can't remember if i've been quite this tired since then or not. Probably just being paranoid. Could be a touch of anemia. Haven't seen my latest blood work yet either. Hopefully it will all be available next thursday when i go back to the docs.
Did i mention today is a day off? No parents on wednesdays so i can take a break from perfection. :P Took the kids to the park after school. It's getting a bit cool to just stand around outside. No snow on the ground though.
Emailed the ACC support group this aft... just to see if anyone else had mets that appeared as calcified nodules initially. I hate sitting around waiting.
susi
6:53 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
- -- Contact
C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
