My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Tuesday, December 17, 2002
I think my mom thinks i'm sick again. She's paying to have my house cleaned before xmas. She started doing things like that when i got sick last year. She thinks i'm abnormally tired and sleeping too much... plus of course she knows about the new lump and the chest xray. I really don't know if the sleeping is abnormal. I'd have to get a good nights sleep first to know. I've been needing to sleep every morning for an hour or two... and i mean NEED... it becomes painful to have to stay awake. Today i even needed to sleep again in the afternoon for a couple hours.
I'm looking forward to getting to the docs again on thursday to see what's happening. It will probably be disappointing seeing as i haven' t heard from them yet but at least they should have my chest xray and blood work from 4mos ago... i really want to see what it says. With any luck they will have my chest xray from a year ago too. I'm very curious to see that as well. I have a feeling they don't have it though for some reason. I've been getting this pain just behind my ear and down a bit... kinda like a pinching feeling inside me. Probably just paranoia.
Oh well time will tell... if it all is something they will find out eventually i suppose.
susi
10:02 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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carcinoma organization international
