My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Sunday, December 15, 2002
Had to go pick up the truck from downtown this morning. It's been about 2yrs since i was unable to drive home from a party... hell before this xmas it's been 2yrs since i've even been at a party. I wasn't wide eyed and legless or anything but it was proabably a good idea i didn't drive.
So our last work related xmas party for the year turned out to be a fairly good time. It was down at the convention center... good food, drinks etc. as always. There were a lot of our friends at this one... people we see regularly... some i haven't seen in more than ten years.
I haven't seen my husband so funny in a very long time... people were crying they were laughing so hard during dinner. I don't party anymore since the cancer and quitting smoking etc so i'm rarely around my husband and friends when they party now. Quite honestly i don't really miss it. I just don't feel part of it anymore... sorta like an outside observer somehow.
What a crazy bunch... i had no intention of drinking as usual... but after dinner one of my husband's favorite work buddies kept putting these crantinis in mine and everyone else's hands. They took away my water... confiscated the Corona i was slowly sipping on and shoved two crantinis in my hands. There was no where to put them cause we spent the evening standing outside the dining room by the martini bar... i kept trying to finish one so i could go get more water but everytime i finished one they'd shove another one in my empty hand... i had no choice but to drink them... no really... i had no choice. :P
susi
3:00 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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