My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Tuesday, November 05, 2002
Ok back... gotta be quick though cause like yesterday i didn't get enough sleep and i'm dying for a quick nap while i can get it. And people wonder why my lazy ass doesn't wanna work??? ;) God i used to hate those work days where i only got 5hrs sleep... up at 530am... at work by 645am... i'd spend the whole 12hr shift swearing i was gonna go to bed the minute i got home. Of course once i got home at like 845pm i'd relax for an hour so i felt like i had a life and by that time i got my second wind... i'm up till midnight again... screwed out of another good nights sleep and the cycle continues. I've always been obsessed with getting enough sleep... i hate being sleep deprived... hate it hate it hate it.
Anyway, hubs went for a lumbar puncture this morning... oh joy his favorite thing. So if ya think you're having a bad day just be thankful you're not getting one of those nasty things done. This is his pre-high dose steroid lumbar puncture... so they can compare later on. Then i think they can start the steroids unless they want an MRI before as well. Hubs has been putting off starting treatment because he hates LP's and hates steroids... the two things he hates the most and that happens to be the treatment for sarcoidosis. His neurologist called last week giving him hell for not coming in and getting started. Said something about how he's gonna go blind if he doesn't get on it and how he's going to hate himself if he loses his eyesight... yea no sh*t eh??! But what can ya do... i asked him about it a week or two ago but you can't make this guy do anything he doesn't want to... i should know... i been picking up his f*cking laundry he throws around the house long enough... :P
susi
9:56 AM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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