My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Friday, November 08, 2002
Notice the general trend... not exactly on the blue line but sorta following it... at last!! :) I've finally found my motivation... the birds are singin... the planets are all lined up in their appropriate spots... i think i got it all figured out... thx to a little help from a friend.
To start with i've set a relatively easy goal to achieve... 5lbs in about a month. I think the whole idea of losing the weight i'd only just lost a year ago all over again was starting to get to me. I just wanted to starve for a month... get back to where i was last summer and then work on new goals. Of course this was never going to work... so instead of getting all messed up obsessing over the 15 or 16 lbs i'd gained since last summer i'm just going to focus on 5lbs at a time.
I wish i could figure out what it is that makes it possible to achieve certain goals one day and impossible the next... but then if i knew that i'd be writing a book and makin millions... :P I do know one thing... consistent support from a friend.. family member.. someone in your life... makes a huge difference.
susi
9:05 AM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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C A N C E R S T U F F
accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
