My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Friday, October 04, 2002
Okay where was i....right... i still haven't discovered the meaning of life and how to attain everlasting happiness dammit. I thought i was getting close there for awhile. The whole meditating thing hasn't been going at all. Now how the hell am i to discover the meaning of life if i won't meditate?? Everyone says meditating is the key. Who's everyone? Ya know the Dalai Lama... my counsellor(who i haven't seen in forever btw)... all the gurus in the self help books and on self help tv... anyone who's supposed to know about these things says it's all in the meditating. I can't really comprehend that but i know from past experience that some things just don't make sense until you experience them for yourself. So if "everyone" is saying meditating is the answer to life then i figure i'd better give it a try.
susi
2:27 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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accoi - adenoid cystic
carcinoma organization international
