My nickname is kelly. I'm a 40yr old mom of two beautiful little girls, two guinea pigs and a hamster(Rocky)~ICU nurse~cancer survivor~recovering addict~ex-smoker~living
in Calgary, Alberta.....
.... or...
just another sheep searching for the meaning of life and everlasting
happiness....
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
When i find it i'll be sure to let you know though ;)~~~~~~~~
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Currently i don't know if i'm going to maintain
my blog on a daily basis but i am going to blog ACC (cancer) updates - the
original reason for creating my webpage and blog. *Hugs* to my friends and i wish
anyone looking for information about cancer on behalf of themselves or friends
and family all the best on your journey. ~kelly sXe
"With happy
thoughts,
faith and trust and
a sprinkling of fairy dust"
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Tuesday, October 22, 2002
I can remember the exact moment i very first thought i was fat. I was about 8 yrs old. I was playin in the little park just down the street from us. We were messin around doin whatever it is 8 yrs olds do and outta the blue one of my best friends called me fat. Stephen Crouch... one of 4 brothers and 1 sister i used to play with. They lived a couple doors down from us and used to fight over who got to come and play with me...lol... no wonder i've always been a spoiled little b*tch. :P
Anyway, he called me fat... for what reason i have no idea. I doubt he really meant it cause i wasn't fat. Nevertheless, from that day on i always had it in the back of my mind that i was fat. I wasn't what my 8 yr old and i affectionately call one of "the stick people". Ya know... those are the kids that put on nylons and they're all baggy like a pair of sweats. But i wasn't fat. G*d only knows what being called fat does to the kids that actually are fat.
Oh look... i have photos...
titled... kelly topless... haha
I think i musta been about 5 or 6 judging from my own kids. That's me and my dad on a beach in England... probably in Devon. No sunscreen on that kid... back in the days a tanned kid was a healthy kid... nowadays i'm appalled if i see a tanned kid.
susi
12:18 PM
"I have heard it all my life,
A voice calling a name i recognized as my own.
Sometimes it comes as a soft bellied whisper.
Sometimes it holds an edge of urgency.
But always it says:
Wake up my love.
You are walking asleep.
There's no safety in that."
- -- Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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"You're an interesting species... an interesting mix.
You're capable of such
beautiful dreams...and such horrible nightmares."
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carcinoma organization international
